I was serving as a health specialist volunteer in Togo on September 11th, 2001- a group of volunteers were gathered to prepare for incoming trainees when another volunteer ran up with his wireless radio, shouting the news. We struggled as a group to process what had happened for a day or so, then left for our respective sites.

I remember feeling somewhat resentful of being instructed to return to our posts; I was posted in the capitol, Lome, living in a predominantly Muslim quartier, and did not know most of my neighbors due to my assignment at an NGO that required me to be gone most of the day. I felt that we were not allowed to process our grief collectively like our families and friends in the US were doing.

What I remember most is the outpouring of sympathy from both my neighbors and strangers, person after person stopping me in the street with tears in their eyes, each to tell me how sorry they were, how the actions of the terrorists did not represent Islam, and asking what they could do to help me or my country. In retrospect, the kindness of my quartier helped me through that time more than any conversations with fellow PCVs, and made me realize how much I had gained from my time in Togo.

Kirstin Bullington

I served as an English Teacher in Zaire (now Democratic Republic of Congo), Africa from 83-84. I think the worst day of my duty was my arrival to the school where I was scheduled to teach…they had no idea I was coming due to a change in leadership in the administration of the school just days before my arrival. It was quite humbling to be there and be “ready to go” but not have a set place to live. Ironiclly I started out living on the mission where the school was located,next to the convent and later moved to a mud hut in the village 3 k down the road. A local citizen saw that I was in a mut hut, and offered his brick home to me..so I actually lived in 3 different homes… the village people were so happy I intergrated into their community and mingled with them. I really enjoyed swimming with the kids in the river during the dry season when the river was low. I really enjoyed Zairian music and loved to dance with the locals as well. Since I was the first American in my village some thought I was spy. That took a bit getting used to. I also taught at a school where a lot of my students were girls…we were trained to teach boys. I was thrilled to see so many girls in the classroom. I had many students who were quite impressive and knowledgable. It was good to see how serious the student were about their eduation. I tutored senior level students at the community school for the state exam as well since that school had no English teacher. 3 of my best female students were expelled when I was there (poltics)and that was heartwreching. I tried to advocate for them but I could not help. Another thing I often enjoyed was listening to drums and music a night when I lived in the village and watching the rain druring rainy season.

One of the most memorable days was when President Mobotu (he is now deceased, but at the time, the 4th ricest man in the world) came to the area for campaigning. He flew in via helcopter, and there was a big parade. People from all over came out of the forest to see him, and being a young, blond haired blue-eyed American, I had just as much attention as he did! It was like I was celebrity. And yet I had no clue that many people lived in the area! People were facinated to touch my hair or skin. I felt the same way when I shook hands with a group of pygmies. They had no clue I was no one special, compared to themselves.

Another thing that was facinating was travelling down the Zaire River (4th largest river in the world) from Kisangani to Kinshasa. It was 9 day trip that turned into a 12 day trip. I felt like Stanley and Livingston in The Heart of Darkness, or Katherine Hepburn in AfricanQueen….all of life, and death occured on the boat those 12 days….and the most beautiful sunrises and sunsets I’ve ever seen.

A really bad day, well night, was when I got sick….I don’t think I’d ever been that sick in my life, or have been that sick since. I thanked God for the “Where there is no doctor” book the Peace Corps had given us. I self diagnosed my condition and knew I had a 24 hour bug….or would need immediate medical care if the condition lasted more than 24 hrs…lucky for me, I was alive and well 24 hrs later,but came home to the states needing antiobitcs. I fainted once while there too…due to the heat…

I had some pretty amazing experiences while in the Peace Corps, and can only say it truly was one of the toughest jobs I’ve ever loved. Seeing Africa first hand, gorrillas, mountains, savanahs, jungles, lakes, rivers, the people and its’ cuture was facinating. Too bad the area where I was has since been ravaged by tribal wars and politial unrest for may years. The richness of the people and continent is amazing and yet the poverty is uncanny even now some 25 years later.

Linda Deyo

On January 28 1986, I arrived at my office, the Land Development Station, in Nongkhai Thailand where I worked with the Department of Land Development on Soil and Water Conservation education. The Station was just outside of town on the grounds of a former refugee camp not too far from the Mekong River. January is the cool season, and often my coworkers would move their desks outside for the mornings for the warmth of the sun. However, on this day, they were in the office talking excitedly and listening to the radio. In Thai, and peppered with the English word Skylab and the pantomime of “boom,” they tried to explain to me what had happened. I was confused by the Skylab reference, but soon figured that they were talking about the explosion of the Challenger. I had been following the “Teacher in Space” story in the Bangkok Post which arrived on the evening train, and on BBC on the shortwave. When I realized what had happened, I was immediately hurt and angry that my coworkers did not feel the loss of life and hope that I was feeling. This was the loneliest moment of my Peace Corps Service. Later, I understood that they really didn’t have the connection and context to see the event as I did. It was more like a movie special effects event to them. But also, Thai people express loss and sadness differently than we do, and at that point, I was only using my American eyes, and not my Thai heart.

The next cool season, I was upstream on the Mekong. My schedule was to stay with one of the Station’s three field units in the villages for three weeks, and then spend a week at my apartment in Nongkhai. I traveled on an old battered Suzuki motorcycle that I had financed with a loan from the American Women’s Club of Bangkok. I stopped at a riverbank village that was filled with people and the river was filled with more in fishing boats and dugout canoes. The village in Laos on the opposite bank was similarly peopled. My Thai and Lao was much better by this time, and soon I was just part of the big party. The villagers were fishing for the Giant Mekong Catfish, something that they did just once a year. This fish does not take bait and is very elusive, but the villagers believed it to be very curious, and that the way to capture it was to use its curiosity to draw it into the nets. So all the people in the boats and on the banks, were telling jokes, ribald and otherwise, and everyone was rolling in laughter. It was an absolute riot. At that time, Thailand and Laos were officially in a state of war lingering from the Vietnam wars and from a border dispute. But on that day, local officials had suspended hostilities so that the two communities could celebrate together as they had forever before. It was peace, and joy, and laughter and fun, and I was welcomed in as just another member of the community. No fish were caught that day, but that didn’t really matter.

Originally I had been assigned Ghana as a Peace Corps tour. I disagreed and was granted Columbia, instead. I acquired a working use of the Spanish language as a remnant with my training in 1962 at the University of New Mexico. It was the first time all book-learning was in-country instead of at Puerto Rico (eight weeks) and the last part (four weeks) physical training was set just up the road in Taos.

Another young man from my hometown Indianapolis was already in Columbia as part of the first Peace Corps group. I would be the logical one to follow him in the first replacement group for this American social experiment to the world. It did not happen.

I was “selected-out” under the most rigid peer group rating system which is no longer used. The faculty at the University of New Mexico training camp could not believe the ruling. But the Peace Corp needed to trim the 65 initial volunteers.

Years later, as a TV reporter, I happened on another reject of that first replacement group. He stayed in New Mexico, learned horse-shoeing in Taos and was plying his trade among Michigan horses. It was sheer chance that we met nearly fifteen years after Albuquerque.

My near fluency in Spanish in just eight weeks would have been a great assist to the program in Columbia for what was called “Community Development.” But, some forty years later, the humid heat of Indiana summers suggests I may not have been able to withstand the humidity of the jungle of Columbia… wherever I might have been assigned but was not.

More than 35 years after Albuquerque I found myself dusting off what Spanish I acquired to be interviewing and hiring Latinos for eight McDonald restaurants for one Indianapolis franchisee.

Over the years I have told anyone who would listen, while I was teaching, interviewing and just kibitzing that they should be proud that they speak a foreign language. That is more than most people. Even English is foreign to some natives of this USA. – Will Murphy

Martin Wong, Nigeria V, 1962-1964

The view from the Porch: I was a Peace Corps Volunteer teacher at Ohafia High School in Ebem, Ohafia, East Nigeria. Classes started at 8 a.m. and let out for the day at 1 p.m. Then came lunch served by my faithful Kalu, and his son, Egu Kalu. Then, after a short nap, came tennis at the one tennis court in all of Ohafia. After two hours of tennis in the late afternoon son of West Africa came a couple of hours sitting on the porch of Kalu’s Stylish Bar (another Kalu related only by being an Ohafian). Kalu’s Stylish Bar was situated at the crossroads of Ebem—the only paved street on the way from Umahia to Arochukwu.
The porch was not a virtual porch, it was a somewhat weathered wooden porch that made up the totality of Kalu’s Stylish Bar, overlooking Ebem’s main street, the only paved street, on the way from Umahia to Arochukwu. Off to the left side of the porch was the kerosene fired beer cooler. I think I can remember it actually being turned on once; I can’t remember the occasion except that it must have been an elegant one. On the right side was a wooden bench that would seat five in a pinch. (Men in Nigeria don’t shrink from sitting hip to hip even when the temperature is 90 plus.) A chair where Kalu usually sat completed the furniture.
Kalu’s stylish bar was a sort of an Ebem think tank where the events of the day were discussed with great ardor although the ingredients inherent in Star Beer, and local palm wine may have toyed a little with the truth. It was there I learned what transplanted German beer will do to your head when it comes to you at 90 degrees Fahrenheit. Sometimes when finances were tight, a little palm wine was in order. At other times I could even get a little “illicit”—white lightening distilled from palm wine.
The porch was a great observation post for watching people. Ebemers mostly walked since the town was not that spread out and bicycles were for long distance travel. Just as with Times Square, sooner or later everyone you wanted to see would walk by.
Across the street was “Stay Young” photo studios run by Uduma Okala who usually spent more time on the tennis court down the street, and on the porch, than actually in his “studio” since business was not that good. He was perhaps the most sophisticated of the porch devotees since he had lived for a short while in Lagos and knew the ins and outs of diplomacy and trade. Unfortunately his several “wives” and 23 children had kept him somewhat tied down to Ebem.
Kalu owned the Stylish Bar. It was his house and his porch after all. He was a large affable man with a broad voice, an onye Ohafia in the old tradition—a warrior without a battle as time had taken the edge off his aggression and his need to prove anything to anyone other than it was nice to sit awhile over a warm beer. He frequently wore a wrapper and sometimes a striped wool stocking cap which had seen many campaigns. When tanked up a little he was known to jump to his feet and yell, “A bu onye Ohafia”, a kind of Ohafia uber alles chant.
The other regular devotees of the porch numbered two or sometimes three but there were always drop-bys who stayed a while to soak up atmosphere. Kalu’s was the only place in town where one could honestly come by a beer, or just conversation if you happened to be down on your luck. Conversation—whether in Igbo or English—was an Ohafia delicacy and the art of it was not taken lightly. Everyone enjoyed a well spoken phrase even if the content was not very relevant.
For several days that summer the conversation was all about the money doubler. An old Hausa man had taken to sitting on the football field with a basket in front of him. He just sat there most of the day and apparently slept there. Food magically appeared for him to eat.
It soon became known that he was a money doubler with contact to the spirits. He could double your money just by praying over it. Nobody questioned this in any real sense nor did they question why he looked so thin, mal-nourished and impoverished himself if he could double money. When I finally begged the question I was told the obvious: it was spirit money that was doubled. He, as the progenitor of the money, couldn’t spend it. I had finally come across a true idealistic spreader of good will for all. On any other occasion than this Hausas were seen as good watchnights but generally lacking the motivation and drive seen to be inherited in the blood of Igbos.
For a few days some of the non-porch dwellers were trying out the money doubler with a 10 Naira note or perhaps even a little more—nothing that couldn’t be done without. Denizens of the porch were far too sophisticated to go for anything like that.
The word spread like wild fire. It was true. When someone gave money to the old Hausa man and he put it in his basket and he prayed over it all night, the money doubled. When he opened the basket in the morning, there was 20 naira, handed over to the owners for their inspection.
Conversation on the porch heated up. Most Ohafians have a little money stashed away somewhere for a rainy day and heck, the prospect of doubling it sounded quite good. Nobody on the porch would admit to it, but brewing inside a few minds were the possibilities of getting richer.
I think it was a Wednesday night when the money doubler really made his haul. Enboldened by the early successes, many Ohafians, a few of the porch devotees included, secretly during the night, took what they had to the doubler for praying over. In the morning, the old Hausa man with his basket was gone.
The fact of his disappearance with a considerable amount of Ohafia money was predictable to anyone who has been around the block a few times. Nevertheless the conversation on the porch for the next few days was all about the story, the money that no one on the porch would admit to losing, and how it all had taken place. What was more interesting was that no one actually saw the Hausa man as a thief, a grifter, a con man or any of the other terms that might be applied to the typical Nigerian scammer. They didn’t even seem angry. The money was gone, but the conversation was all about spirits, and why the man had left before completing his promises. He had to do it they suggested. It was getting to be too much, the stakes were too high, the spirits could not convert so much cash. It just wasn’t reasonable to think that it would happen the way they had hoped. He was a Hausa man after all. They shouldn’t have expected so much. Suddenly their own brand of logic was being applied to the spirit world.
My hard wired logical Western brain thought a lot about superstition and ju ju and the hold it has on people and I wondered about the Nigerian mind. Two years after I got home my son was telling me about how he had had money doubled on a real estate transaction. I resisted his urging to invest. His experience with the money doubler in America was a reenactment of the visit of the Hausa man. He lost his ass.
Some would say that alcohol is alcohol and the vehicle one uses to get it into one’s veins—whether that be beer, wine, whiskey or whatever—doesn’t matter. It’s not true. Palm wine tastes something like a kind of juice you’ve never tasted before and because it is like food, it takes a while to sneak up behind you and loosen the tethers of your tongue. A more descriptive name for it might be “story elixir” or perhaps “liquid Maryjane”, but certainly not “truth serum”. It has two effects on the human psyche: (1) tell stories to an appreciative audience who love everything you have to say; and (2) insert a drummer into your head who doesn’t begin drumming on the inside of your skull until the next morning. In this case, however, the going up is usually worth the coming down.
Ohafians are story tellers anyway, but give them a few glasses of palm wine and the technique is tweaked to perfection. Tales of the bush, tales of times past, tales of basic human foibles gone amuck, tales of the spirit world and most certainly, true tales of the power and results of ju ju victimization are automatic. One such victim was the coach of the Ohafia High School soccer team, an intense man with a furrowed brow. He was not a porch regular but dropped by occasionally to let off steam. His team had had very little success in its season; games were lost at the last moment by free kicks, and other sure shots gone awry.
One day after a close loss to a nearby team, he showed up and we happened to be working on a gallon jar of the grey bubbly liquid that had been sitting on the porch for a few days. The wine in his belly combined with the anger in his mind and he suddenly declared loudly,“If you want to win you have to have means!”
“Absolutely,” I agreed. thinking that he meant practice facilities, time, balls, money, and so forth. He didn’t.
It seems the final free kick that was to win the game for our side had started out unerringly for the upper right corner of the goal. Just before it got there it swerved and took a right hand slice of the kind any golfer has experienced. The other coach had been seen visiting one of the suspected ju ju men in the area and this was irrefutable proof that the other coach had means. “How can we win?” he sputtered. The ball didn’t just slice, it was pushed by the notorious means. Full stop. He declared that if we wanted to win, we had better be prepared to cough up for some means of our own. Everyone on the porch nodded in assent and commiserated with the beleaguered coach. Vince Lombardi truly was a man who had means!
One day, the street was more crowded than usual. People were standing idly, or haggling with the street side vendors when suddenly about twelve women strode purposefully by, their long wrappers waving to uncharacteristically firm strides. They looked fierce. The man who stood in front of the tank during the Tien An Mun shootout in Beijing would not have dared to stand in front of this phalanx. They were shouting about something that I couldn’t make out. They were truly a sight.
“What’s it all about?” I asked to nobody in particular. I figured one of the five or six men gathered there would give me an answer.
At first there was no answer. Then Uduma Okala spoke up, a slight tremor in his voice. As the story unfolded, it seemed that some male person had been seen peering out through the underbrush at the women’s public toilet. The women were enraged.
Uduma’s comments unzipped the mouths of some of the other men and conversation ensued about the event. Apparently it had been a topic of discussion for a day or two unbeknownst to me. These women were the heads of the women’s counsel and they were out to avenge their spied upon sister.
They were shouting something but what they were saying went far beyond any rudimentary Igbo I knew. “They say that if this person wants to see so badly let him come out” someone said. They were threatening to surround the person and unwind their wrappers en masse the better to shame him. No man in town was ready to stand up against 12 angry women willing to bare themselves seeking justice.
Clothes that went beyond the hundreds of beads that young women used to wear had been brought to Ohafia long ago and with it came a sense of privacy that was not to be trifled with. Women in this patriarchcal society did most of the laborious work in addition to the cooking and child rearing. They didn’t have a whole lot of clout in the town counsel, but the further indignity of someone spying on their private moments was more than they were about to bear. As they strode purposefully by, a chill went up my spine. I never found out what actually happened, and if the man was caught, but my imagination went wild.
One evening the towne crier stopped on the corner beating on his bells, bleating out the day’s news in a kind of sing song Igbo that was completely unintelligible to me. The news was not good. Among other things, a young girl had been discovered to be pregnant. She was not married.
After the crier had moved on to his next corner, the boys on the porch were murmuring amongst themselves about the event. It was not good for the girl, it was not good for the girl’s mama, and it was not good for the town. The virginity of a young girl of marriageable age was still worth something in Ebem, Ohafia. Morals had to have loosened up in the town for something like this to happen. The men on the porch were not moralists, but they somehow knew that this did not bode well. Free love had to lead to something worse—like television?
One day the usual crowd on the porch was small. Time to clear and plant I was told. That was the busiest time for men. Men cleared the bush, burned away the underbrush, tilled the soil and planted the yams. The quotidian work such as weeding and tending was done by women. The men returned to the fields at the end of the planting season to harvest.
A week or two later was the ceremonial day for the “blessing” of the planting. Ohafia was nominally Presbyterian. I had been raised a Presbyterian and I knew what that meant—the proceedings would be kind of dry, low key and dull. I was wrong.
We all went out to the edge of the bush where it appeared that everyone in town had gathered. Everyone was in a festive mood. But when the actual ceremony started it was plain to me that this was serious. A bare-chested young man in traditional Ohafia warrior garb carrying a machete was being feted in a manner I knew nothing about. After the ceremony which involved a lot of speechifying and the laying on of hands, he was sent out to the bush with a goat, the cheers of the crowd following his every step.
We waited. I was told that if we heard three drum beats it would mean that the head of the sheep was severed completely with one cut and the growing season would be good.
As I stood in the crowd an old man in front of us turned and looked at me with what I thought to be more than curiosity. He then talked to his friend standing next to him in a fairly loud voice. Uduma explained that he was questioning why I, a Beke, was at the ceremony. He complained that it was the white people, after all, who had ruined the ceremony in the first place. After the missionaries had come, the traditional sacrifice of a member of the Udo, a sort of pariah class among the Igbo, had been stopped, and a sheep had been introduced in their stead. The old man remembered with chagrin. This was Presbyterianism unlike any I had ever seen.
Dr. Ogbenna had built, in honor of his own success I suppose, a huge, walled compound just a half mile up the road on the cross street. One day the hot sticky peace of the afternoon was shattered when a huge Caterpillar rolled into town and immediately began its duties, knocking down the few remaining palms next to the dirt road and smoothing out the ground. It was bright yellow and moved lumberously but purposefully. Half the children in the town followed its every move laughing and shouting at this powerful godlike creature, “Ca Ta Pi Lo”.
It was obvious; the road to Dr. Ogbenna’s house was to be paved. Everyone on the porch laughed uproariously at the corruption and influence that would allow one to have the government build a road to your house. Dr. Ogbenna, as a doctor, a “been to” and a government official was the most influential member of Ebem society. If he wanted a paved road to his house, he could damn well have it.
The second most influential man in town, Igwe Okaha Igwe, showed up one day. He was really just walking by and since everyone on the porch knew him—as principal and as a famous beer drinker—he was called up to the porch and a place was made for him. Mr. Okaha as I called him because I was merely a teacher in his school, was also perhaps the most distinguished looking man in town who frequently wore a tie. He was one of two or three men in town who had been overseas to be educated. He could laugh and joke, but it was always with a serious, distinguished air.
He nodded to me and made some kind of comment about finally understanding why my lectures were so obtuse and turned to the rest of the group. He started in with his usual conversation about how things are in Detroit where he had lived as a student. Everyone had heard it all before but listened politely until he moved over to what had happened at the faculty meeting that day. Miss Chineke, the math teacher had disrupted the whole meeting when she called out to the other math teacher and said, “I don’t like what you did to me in my dream last night,” and further went on to demand that he stay out of her dreams in future and what she was going to do if he didn’t. Much laughter erupted on the porch as Mr. Ukoha described the momentary chaos in his faculty meeting.
I was told later in an aside that Mr. Ubamadu, the other math teacher, was well known for doing that kind of thing. After all, it was explained, she was 27 years old—well past the age of marriage for women—and for him to come visit her in her dreams was reasonable. (Mr. Ukoha later wrote a book of memoirs. I got a nice mention on page 127 if you care to look.)
Religion was a frequent topic being that the compound where the white Scottish minister lived was just down the road a mile or so. As I said, everyone was nominally Presbyterian in Ebem whether or not they had ever been to a real church service. Nevertheless God was not something to be fooled with. Everybody knew that God could mess you up badly.
Ibos were not mono-theists no matter what the Calvinist Presbyterians told them. God was God but he had to take his place sort of on top of the many other Godlets that actually did the daily ruling. (I never saw a wood carving of Jesus but I saw plenty of carvings of many of these sub Gods.) They were liberally sprinkled around and represented the really important stuff in Igbo life, like the ability to procreate. I’m of a mind to think that there was a God of erection, but I never heard it actually mentioned as such. Erection (or not) had to be governed, as were all the mysteries of life by the pantheon of sub-gods within JuJu.
Sex and religion were somehow intertwined. One only had to bring up one and before long the other would come into the conversation in stories about how an apocryphal friend had had his God given abilities weakened by some transgression he advertently but unwisely had made. This event, which was never supposed to be found out but somehow had been found out, had to be followed by some form of sacrifice which would acknowledge the mysterious power that was. (If I was sure this worked, now at 70 years old, I would be looking into it myself.)
One day a small airplane flew over at a fairly great height. You could hear the engine but the plane appeared to be very small—perhaps a Cessna. The porch emptied quickly as everyone went out into the street to catch a glimpse. An airplane flying over was an event worth emptying the porch for. After the small plane sputtered its way across the sky it was back to the porch and the beer and talk about the wonders of technology. Kalu mentioned that he had once been to Lagos and had seen real airplanes up close. Nigeria Airlines had one 737 painted green on one side with “Nigeria Airlines” and on the other side blue with “Pan American World Airways.” It was always parked with the Green side toward the terminal. An airplane, flying or grounded, was still a grand sight.
We looked in the direction the plane had flown. It went off toward Arochukwu, another Ohafia town down the road where the pavement ended. Arochukwu was a town well known for two things, its powerful warriors and its uncircumcised women. I wish I had something to say about the latter but I was a Peace Corps Volunteer. We were told we were ambassadors for America.

Worst Day: During my first week on assignment in Fiji, I wandered into a fast food joint in Suva for a taste of home. I soon realized that pretty much everyone else in the place was a 6ft+ black male, and I thought, “Oh, my, I don’t belong here” as I shivered in my flip flops. Best Day: Two years later, a friend offered to treat me to dinner at the Yacht Club as a going home treat. As soon as I walked in I realized that pretty much everyone else in the place was white, and I thought, ” Oh, my, I don’t belong here”, and longed to be with my students, eating roti parcels. It was like I had lived two years without a mirror…truly, the best two years of my life. Happy Anniversary, Peace Corps! I can’t thank you enough.
Liz Foster